| The magazine on my lap talks about milk. Tells me that in America, every farmer lost money on every cow, every day of every month of the year. Imagine that? To wake up and know you’re digging yourself deeper into a hole you can’t see out of, even as your hands are wet with what feeds you. That’s how this thing is, holding on & losing a little each moment. I’m whispering an invented history to myself tonight—because letting go is the art of living fully in the world your body creates when you sleep. Say a prayer for the insomniacs. They hunger & demand the impossible. Pray for the farmers, hands deep in loam— body’s weight believing what the mind knows is ruin, they too want the impossible, so accustomed to the earth responding when they call. Copyright © 2016 Reginald Dwayne Betts. Used with permission of the author. |
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