“They tried to bury us. They didn’t know we were seeds.” —Mexican Proverb I was born among the bodies. I was hurried forward, and sealed a thin life for myself. I have shortened my name, and walk with a limp. I place pebbles in milk and offer them to my children when there is nothing else. We can not live on cold blood alone. In a dream, I am ungendered, and the moon is just the moon having a thought of itself. I am a wolf masked in the scent of its prey and I am driven—hawk like—to the dark center of things. I have grasped my eager heart in my own talons. I am made of fire, and all fire passes through me. I am made of smoke and all smoke passes through me. Now the bodies are just calcified gravity, built up and broken down over the years. Somewhere there are phantoms having their own funerals over and over again. The same scene for centuries. The same moon rolling down the gutter of the same sky. Somewhere they place a door at the beginning of a field and call it property. Somewhere, a tired man won’t let go of his dead wife’s hand. God is a performing artist working only with light and stone. Death is just a child come to take us by the hand, and lead us gently away. Fear is the paralyzing agent, the viper that swallows us living and whole. And the devil, wears a crooked badge, multiplies everything by three. You—my dark friend. And me. Copyright © 2015 by Cecilia Llompart. Used with permission of the author. |
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