| My 16-month old daughter wakes from her nap and cries. I pick her up, press her against my chest and rub her back until my palm warms like an old family quilt. “Daddy’s here, daddy’s here,” I whisper. Here is the island of Oʻahu, 8,500 miles from Syria. But what if Pacific trade winds suddenly became helicopters? Flames, nails, and shrapnel indiscriminately barreling towards us? What if shadows cast against our windows aren’t plumeria tree branches, but soldiers and terrorists marching in heat? Would we reach the desperate boats of the Mediterranean in time? If we did, could I straighten my legs into a mast, balanced against the pull and drift of the current? “Daddy’s here, daddy’s here,” I whisper. But am I strong enough to carry her across the razor wires of sovereign borders and ethnic hatred? Am I strong enough to plead: “please, help us, please, just let us pass, please, we aren’t suicide bombs.” Am I strong enough to keep walking even after my feet crack like Halaby pepper fields after five years of drought, after this drought of humanity. Trains and buses rock back and forth to detention centers. Yet what if we didn’t make landfall? What if here capsized? Could you inflate your body into a buoy to hold your child above rising waters? “Daddy’s here, daddy’s here,” I whisper. Drowning is the last lullaby of the sea. I lay my daughter onto bed, her breath finally as calm as low tide. To all the parents who brave the crossing: you and your children matter. I hope your love will teach the nations that emit the most carbon and violence that they should, instead, remit the most compassion. I hope, soon, the only difference between a legal refugee and an illegal migrant will be how willing we are to open our homes, offer refuge, and carry each other towards the horizon of care. Copyright © 2016 Craig Santos Perez. Used with permission of the author. |
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