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Wednesday, October 2, 2013

Poem-A-Day: Said to Have Been Heard to Say Hush by Nathaniel Mackey

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October 2, 2013
Said to Have Been Heard to Say Hush
 
--"mu" ninety-eighth part--  
 

Remembered moment lamenting
  its exit, the anaphylactic aria
fell away. What beauty promised or
  we projected faded, we moved 

                                       on, 

  not's province the place we 
now camped in... The abandoned
  ones we averred we'd someday 

                                      be

fell away as well. The abandoned
  girl and boy blended in... Thought's
province it was we pitched our tents 

                                      in. 

Wind wrinkled our foreheads, thought
  not's not someday... Not made every
eye water. In our heads more than ever,  

                                     syl-

  labic beads we thumbed, not's dread
have-without-hold we bowed down to, 
  cried Cry blood, fell back... There
was a box inside my head, something 

                                      men-

  acing shook it, Joe Henderson's tenor. 
Not's woken-up-to now we backed away
  from, Little Johnnie C, "Hobo Joe"...  

                                      In-

sistent, imposed itself, beside the point. 
  All of it was orphan song we chimed in
on, chided by it, charmed even so. I saw 

                                      no

light but said otherwise, lit by the thought
  of it, not-light lytic, tear between said
and saw... Light stole away, some kind 

                                  of

  spell I was under. At more removes 
than there was ground for, I stole away 
  as well, said to have been heard to
say hush. A tiptoe ghost octet fidgeted 

                                         be-

  hind us. Not was another name for
   death I was afraid and afraid my feet
  would fail, Idiot Footless, feet I did  

                                      in- 

deed speak with, did indeed say hush...
  A little bit of nothing, anaphylactic 
rush, seen-say gone so soon we were  

                                       not's

  understudies. Whatever it was we did, 
no matter what we did, whatever we did we
  did away... No one heard footsteps, no 

                                    feet

  struck the dirt. Earth beset by see-thru
sleep, transparent footprint, sleepwalk's
  his and hers an it club of late, the aban-
doned his and hers run come... In back 

                                  of

  us the ghost octet kept at it, thread on 
the box and on the backs of our necks, 
  hair stood on the backs of our necks.  

                                       Bal-

letic, they traipsed on tiptoe, shushed all
  who stood and looked on. The sense we
were being shadowed had hold of us, the 

                                     sense

  of being had we had... They were plotting
what it was to be footless, points on a graph
  the ground had become. What it meant to 

                                  be

a tiptoe ghost we could see now, shushed
  as we were, shadowed as we were, warned
we were better off away, beside the point, 
  not's null insistence, moot... All the same,  

                                        they

   doused us all in fish powder, a rite we were 

                                       none

  the wiser
for

        ____________________

        (slogan) 

  I saw no way to be wise enough. Tonal
motion made me weep. I saw no way to
  stay where I was, be where I was, what-
ever it was I was moved on, moved over,  

                                      what-

   ever it was worried what I was... So it
    was green loomed outside my window, 
 drawn light in Low Forest I was wise to, 
  saw thru, aroused by light's reluctance  

                                    but 

  not to be caught out, no way could I be 

                                     wise

   enough I
  knew 

 

 

  

Copyright © 2013 by Nathaniel Mackey. Used with permission of the author.


 

About This Poem

"The 'Mu' series of which this poem is a part rings changes on its title's various meanings and associations: muthos (mouth, myth), music, muse, the emotional interjection mu, the lost continent of Mu said to have existed in the Pacific, etc. Lately, as in this poem, a strong accent falls on its Japanese meanings, 'not,' 'non-,' 'nothing,' 'no,' and its place in the Zen tradition." 


--Nathaniel Mackey
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Nathaniel Mackey's books of poetry include Nod House (New Directions, 2011), Splay Anthem (New Directions, 2006), and Whatsaid Serif (City Lights Publishers, 2001). Mackey served as a Chancellor of the Academy of American Poets from 2001 to 2007. He lives in Durham, North Carolina. 
 
 

Most Recent Book by Mackey

(New Directions, 2011)

 

 

 

 

 

 


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