| Sometimes I dream of a slave ship docking at port & my grandmother has brought me here. She takes my hand (in the dream I am very young) as we watch the children disembark. The children are lithe & descend one after another after another—squinting, lifting their hands to shield their eyes from the burning light of this new country. I ask her: But will they be loved? She rubs my head & says: The lack of it isn’t the worst thing to happen to them. Think of all the ways what is not love comes for us, sometimes parading itself as obligation, or the violence we bear & soon they won’t distinguish one from the other. The hurt itself will be a kind of attention. A boy hears us talking & stares right back at me. He is black, blacker than anyone I’d ever seen—iridescent, glowing with it. I’m so moved that I dart between the guards toward him & hold him in my arms & where I touch him, feathers grow. The boy sprouts wings & lifts from the earth. We are transfixed—me & grandmamma & children & the guards— gazing upward. At first, he careens away, then back toward us only to ascend, blacking out the sun until he climbs high enough that he is swallowed by it altogether. Copyright © 2015 by TJ Jarrett. Used with permission of the author. |
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