| Close your eyes he said and took my hand. There was something he wanted to show me, something I couldn’t see. Raised like a scar, a seam running through the body, here where the day went dark. I’d wanted to see the limits of sight, to know where the painter had found an edge, and stopped, the day done and the brushes washed, the figure left to dry, in the dark room someone half made would try to close his open eye and find that eye will stay open and never see, never see the rearing horse he rides you know the posture you’ve leant back in the saddle the beast beneath you pulled at its reins and told it to quit it can’t quit it’s trying to it’s trying to stop the bit in the mouth and no sight in its eyes seen and yet blind this was the drama he wanted to show don’t you think or think of the woman holding the room on her shoulders have you ever felt like that like you are to keep very still while the others move around you in birth I remember the midwife took my reins is that right she held me here and there and reached inside she was touching my baby I had nothing to do but let it happen I let it happen so well trained really a vehicle you ride me or drive me oh but if you are the head I am the neck I will turn you to my advantage will make you see what is wrought through me Copyright © 2015 by Jessica Fisher. Used with permission of the author. |
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