after Bob Hicok & Aracelis Girmay Now forty-five, having outlasted some of myself, I must reflect: what if I hadn't been held by my mom in the YWCA basement pool, her white hands slick under my almost-toddler armpits, her thumbs and fingers firm around my ribs (which is to say lungs), held gently as a liverwurst sandwich and pulled, kindly, under? What if I hadn't been taught to trust water might safely erase me those years I longed to erase or at least abandon care of my disoriented, disdained body? I might have drowned instead of just ebbed, never slid from given embankments into this other course. Drift and abundance in what she offered. The wider, indifferent ocean of trade and dark passage not yet mine to reckon. And so now, sharp tang of other waters known, I am afloat, skin- chilled, core-warm, aware of what lurks and grateful to trust and delight in our improbable buoyancy. Copyright © 2017 Elizabeth Bradfield. Used with permission of the author. |
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