Because I did not have to smell the cow's fear, because I did not have to pin the man, watch his eyes go feral, because I did not have to drag the stones that formed in the child's body, because I did not sheathe my hands in dank soil, or skirt the machine's battering, the needles knitting my lower back, because when the factory collapsed I smelled no smoke, and no one made me kneel at the cop's boots and count the pulse slowing beside me as every sound soured, because my hands have never had to resist being comforted by the warmth of blood, because the plastic- wrapped meat and the mousetraps, because my job was to stay clean and thankful and mostly imaginary, I have been stealing what little I can: onions. sandpaper. handfuls of skin. the dumpster's metal groan. hurried breath. hot knives. Copyright © 2018 Franny Choi. Used with permission of the author. |
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