More than anything, I need this boy so close to my ears, his questions electric as honeybees in an acreage of goldenrod and aster. And time where we are, slow sugar in the veins of white pine, rubbery mushrooms cloistered at their feet. His tawny listening at the water's edge, shy antlers in pooling green light, while we consider fox prints etched in clay. I need little black boys to be able to be little black boys, whole salt water galaxies in cotton and loudness—not fixed in stunned suspension, episodes on hot asphalt, waiting in the dazzling absence of apology. I need this kid to stay mighty and coltish, thundering alongside other black kids, their wrestle and whoop, the brightness of it—I need for the world to bear it. And until it will, may the trees kneel closer, while we sit in mineral hush, together. May the boy whose dark eyes are an echo of my father's dark eyes, and his father's dark eyes, reach with cupped hands into the braided current. The boy, restless and lanky, the boy for whom each moment endlessly opens, for the attention he invests in the beetle's lacquered armor, each furrowed seed or heartbeat, the boy who once told me the world gives you second chances, the boy tugging my arm, saying look, saying now. Copyright © 2019 by Nicole Terez Dutton. Originally published in Poem-a-Day on October 25, 2019, by the Academy of American Poets. |
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